Kinda has been a rough two days, filled with a lot of self doubt. Today I felt really stupid at work again cos I made a really really stupid mistake. Sigh. I know, it’s been less than 3 months, I still have my newbie shield etc. But like I really expect more from myself???? Hate feeling so stupid and so inadequate.

And all these feeling of inadequacy just leaves me wallowing in a lot of self doubt.

I need to breathe. And believe. That everything will be okay. And stop over-analyzing every single thing.

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I hateeeeee not knowing how to do my work. Like I know people say it’s only 2 months! You’ll get the hang of it! BUT I HATE NOT KNOWING HOW TO DO MY WORK.

I felt like that in EP initially too and I hateeeeee. Ughhhh.

I HATE THIS. 😡

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It is D-2!!!!!! I just wanna sleep for the next 2 days and reach D day haha but unfortunately that can’t happen because someone is being a bitch! Oh well.

Im gonna breathe. And hang in there. 2 days, you can survive 2 days.

Let it go ✨🌌

Cannot 👏🏼 wait 👏🏼 to 👏🏼 quit 👏🏼

ALMOST THERE

D-1 😬😬😬

Butterflies in my stomach right now 🧚‍♀️🦋 always thought I’d be super chill about the wedding hahaha but it’s kinda scary right now haha

No matter what happens tmr, it will be okay ✨ life happens and we just gotta wingit 🤞

Wow it’s a really bad day and it is only 10am